You fat ass. Shall I drop you?

Marian Cross is out!! Woots! He is coolness personified if you ask me. All he did was shoot some puny bullets at Tyki Mikk and everyone single one of them hit him, whereas Lavi + Allen couldn't even touch him to begin with. =D


lol...you can see lavi's big grin as he attempts to braid Kanda's hair...(Mugen! Activate!)

Watched "Wanted" a few days ago where they used the f-word so many f****** times...=_= The story is about this fraternity of assasins who believe that the names of those fate determined should be dead will appear in fabric in binary code. Sounds ridiculous. I've got loads of garment and clothes at home. Wonder how many names there are on my tee right now...

Chaoji's a wimp!

Spoiler ahead:

MARIAN CROSS IS COMING OUT!!!

=DDD Can't wait. He's definitely gonna spice things up a little, what with a weeping Lenalee and wimpy Chaoji around.

The Mugen shall be put to good use soon after.

Pandamonium

Quotable Quote from Kungfu Panda:

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the present.

Never again...

The past few days were simply hell. Experienced bone pain again, the very same kind I suffered from for a whole month before diagnosis. (how did I ever survive that period?) The GCSF(granulocyte-colony stimulating factor) injections proved to be too successful, so my bone marrow became extremely active...which led to extreme pain. Couldn't sleep for two nights. Couldn't stand, couldn't sit, couldn't even lie properly. I remember yelling at my parents and screaming my head off at the doctors and nurses. There I was lying on the bed, clutching the pillow and pleading for painkillers, and all my parents could do was to try massaging me, obviously to no effect. It still hurts now, but at least it's bearable w/o painkillers. I salute the guy who invented painkillers. Can't imagine life for those in pain and w/o palliative care.

My family has been hooked onto Korean drama for the past week, thanks to my aunt who lent us The Legend. Yep, the Bae-yong-jun one. Nobody was interested at first because the actor didn't look good enough to tempt us. =D But my dad started playing it out of curiosity and we became gluyed to it. There are a lot of loopholes in the plot, and I totally did not grasp their major philosophy behind the drama, but at least it's not all about love and romance as most other korean dramas are.

-_-!! Why must I be such an a**hole when I'm sick?

sry can't think of a good title

Had the weirdest dream this morning. I dreamt that over 60 cats (somehow I was able to count them) appeared at the lobby of my flat, and there was a guy asking everyone to grab their own cats before they run away. So while everyone went off hurriedly, all I did was stood next to the guy, who then asked where my cat was. Then I held up my pink cat cushion, pointed to it and said :我的猫在这里。

dexamethasone: a corticosteroid with anti-inflammatory activity. It is used for the treatment of inflammatory conditions and injected intravenously to treat shock and cerebral oedema(swelling of the brain). Side effects include affectation of salt and water balance resulting in retention of sodium and water with consequent fluid retention and high blood pressure. Protein and fat metabolism is affected as well, causing muscle weakness and thinning of skin, with delayed wound healing and stretch marks, as well as fat deposit in the face, shoulders and abdomens. Other side effects include indigestion, increased appetitle and weight gain, acne(oops), increased growth of hair(yay!), mood changes ranging from euphoria to depression to paranoia, insomnia and menstrual irregularities.

I'm out again. Spent two days in the hospital waiting to start the 7th course but I got sent home instead, due to a sore throat and blocked nose. The docs were afraid that I may get a high fever if I continued with chemo, so I ended up wasting TWO days. What a pity.

Met an extremely consicentious resident doctor who came to do routine checking on me on admission day...at 12 midnight. (I was admitted by 4pm.) Then he had the nerve to ask me if it was possible to draw blood from my CVC line. I, of course, told him that it was better to let nurses handle such 'menial' blood-drawing tasks. Should have given him a hard time instead and asked for his qualifications, but I'm not a mean person, so forget it. He's not the worst though. Another nurse came around asking if I wanted to take my height and weight...IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT. Helloo?? Does anyone SLEEP around here? I totally ignored her. I hope it's not one of the nicer nurses though, coz I may feel a little guilty.